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How do you go back to work and say goodbye to this face everyday?

I don't want to. I love my little boy and it breaks my heart that I have to say goodbye to him. Monday's are my hardest because I just spent 48 amazing hours with him and now I have to leave him. It doesn't help that I'm not enjoying my job right now. I feel that it plays a roll in this as well. 

How do I cope with sending him to daycare?

1. I need to remind myself that my husband and I need to put a roof over all of our heads. No job. No money. No money. No roof. 

2. He's in a safe place. We searched for so long for a daycare. I'm talking months. I was able to call the daycare and weed out the ones that I said no way to. Then I found the perfect one and I know he's safe.

3. My job ends at 3 everyday. You better believe that I leave at 3 now. Since I pump in the classroom I can get so much work done during that time that I don't need to stay late. 

4. Lastly, I don't work when he is awake. I play with him and enjoy him that way I can enjoy my time and feel guilty about taking him to daycare.

I would love to hear how you cope with sending your kid to daycare!